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I completed a little project of mine (at least, I hope it's complete) of twelve connected vignettes showing the eleven times Autor was asked to play piano for the ballet class. He ends up associating with Ahiru a lot more than he thought he would. LOL.
I'm pretty happy with how it came out, and find it squeeable, but at the same time I feel guilty for lavishing so much attention on Autor and Ahiru friendship as opposed to Fakir and Ahiru. I always make sure Fakir is mentioned and around when possible, but I keep being afraid of being accused of pushing him to the side. Even though this is a really easy-going fandom.
The truth is, I'm not very confident writing Fakir interacting with Ahiru. XD; I find it easier to get into his head when the other person is Autor. And I find it easier to get into Autor's head in general. I can relate to him much better than Fakir and he is my favorite of the two. And honestly, that also makes me feel a little guilty; because of Fakir's squeeable determination to protect, I sometimes feel like I should like him best. XD; But Autor is definitely noble too. Even though I doubt he himself realizes it.
So. Yes. That is why I don't write a great of Fakir and Ahiru stuff. Also because I can't really come up with much stuff for them; there are so many better Fakir/Ahiru writers out there than me who have awesome story plots for them that I would never think of in a million years.
But I really am happy to fill a void in the fandom and provide it with Fakir and Autor, and Autor and Ahiru, fics. (And fics with all three.) The Tutu fandom needs more of those!
I'm pretty happy with how it came out, and find it squeeable, but at the same time I feel guilty for lavishing so much attention on Autor and Ahiru friendship as opposed to Fakir and Ahiru. I always make sure Fakir is mentioned and around when possible, but I keep being afraid of being accused of pushing him to the side. Even though this is a really easy-going fandom.
The truth is, I'm not very confident writing Fakir interacting with Ahiru. XD; I find it easier to get into his head when the other person is Autor. And I find it easier to get into Autor's head in general. I can relate to him much better than Fakir and he is my favorite of the two. And honestly, that also makes me feel a little guilty; because of Fakir's squeeable determination to protect, I sometimes feel like I should like him best. XD; But Autor is definitely noble too. Even though I doubt he himself realizes it.
So. Yes. That is why I don't write a great of Fakir and Ahiru stuff. Also because I can't really come up with much stuff for them; there are so many better Fakir/Ahiru writers out there than me who have awesome story plots for them that I would never think of in a million years.
But I really am happy to fill a void in the fandom and provide it with Fakir and Autor, and Autor and Ahiru, fics. (And fics with all three.) The Tutu fandom needs more of those!
