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I deliberately set out to write a deathblurb. When I get to the point, I decide it's just not complete and it's too sad and I write more, and suddenly it's not a deathblurb anymore.

Epic fail.

And now I want to write a full-length fic on the blurb idea and make it a hurt/comfort/trauma recovery fic. And it's making it hard to concentrate on the walk-in freezer fic that I should have been working on all along.

Epic fail times two.

**headdesk.** Hopeless. Absolutely hopeless. It makes me wonder how I ever got several real deathfics written in the past. And nevermind that later some of those characters were restored in other fics; for those individual fics, they were dead and I had no plans of reviving them. How did I do it?