... And it finally happened.

I find it interesting that, while I've been fascinated by Perry and Hamilton's unique relationship for years, and I've been interested in William Talman for the same length of time, I'd never actually reached the point of actively fangirling over him. (Although I have fangirled over how awesome his and Mr. Burger's behavior and personality are.)

Then came last Saturday (I think). I was watching The Frightened Fisherman from season 7 and suddenly realized I was physically attracted to Hamilton Burger. I was thinking "... He is a good-looking man!" and was sort of ... inwardly squeeing and wanting to hug him.

I suppose it's really no surprise, or it shouldn't be. I've thought about his good looks before and have loved his smile and his blue eyes. Now I just went up a notch to actively squee.

I really do have this thing for older men. But I'm not ashamed or awkward about it now. Actually I think I'm kind of proud of it.