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I dunno what I'm feeling right now. Just . . . blank, I guess. I just want Marik to be appreciated, to be seen the way I see him. I don't like it when he's being bad, but I've never played him that way. I always play and write him post-Battle City, when he's good and noble and kind. And he's fighting against evil. Doesn't that count for something? ;__;
It was weird . . . one time I was about to say that I didn't like Joey because I saw too much of myself in him . . . but just as I was going to say that, I started thinking maybe I *did* like him for that reason. I don't like that he and I have the same bad qualities (big mouth, rudeness, short temper), but it's actually kinda nice to have someone to identify with. Doesn't matter to me if it's just an animé character. That only makes the characters seem more real. Once you find someone to identify with, it really makes things awesome.
There's probably something about every character that I can identify with, actually. Even Pegasus. He likes cartoons, I like cartoons. With Téa, I believe in cheering my friends on and always being there for them. Yugi . . . I like that he's always such a good example. He's so sweet ^___^ I don't think I'm a very sweet person a lot of the time, but I could learn something from Yugi, I'm sure. Serenity . . . I'm too naive. Bakura . . . he's shy and so am I, offline. Marik . . . my dear Marik (XD) . . . behind the mask he erects on the show, there's really a frightened, sad, lonely child. Perhaps that's true with Seto Kaiba as well and that's something else I can identify on with him.
I wonder what I can identify with Tristan, Devlin, and Ishizu? For Ishizu . . . she's almost the opposite of Serenity, actually. She's seen too much to be as naive and trusting as Serenity is. I have both sides to me. Oh yeah . . . and I can be pessimistic, as Ishizu oftens is.
Rishid . . . kinda the same thing with the shield and all. He's really a kind, warm person if you get to know him, but if you judge by outward appearances, he's not all that friendly.
Tristan . . . he tries hard to impress. I dunno . . . maybe that's actually the opposite of me. XD I just wanna be me. But sometimes . . . sometimes I do wanna impress.
Devlin . . . he's hard to figure out. I don't really know what's going on in his mind at all because we never see things from his point of view. But . . . I will say this . . . I honestly do NOT believe that he's as bad as some people like to think. I heard about a story someone did where he and Tristan are looking up at Téa, who's in a bit of danger hanging onto a windowledge and gonna fall, and all the boys can do is stare at her underwear! I'm sorry, I don't think either Tristan or Devlin is like that. I think they'd both go to rescue her. So maybe . . . for Devlin . . . I identify with that some people perceive me different than I am. I guess that applies with Kaiba and Marik, too.
Mai . . . she used her perfume trick because she didn't feel confident in her own abilities. Sometimes I don't either (though I don't think I've resorted to tricks XD).
Mokuba . . . I'm not sure how I identify with him, either. **thinks.** There has to be something. . . . Possibly . . . the way he's usually seen as weak but is actually strong, at least mentally? (Even if he is weak physically, sorry Moku ^__~)
The Yamis . . . at least Yami Y and Yami B; I hope I can't identify with Yami M XD . . . Hmmm . . . maybe . . . that they're seen as the "dark sides" of their descendants . . . and I have a dark side myself: the side of me that loves angst and h/c and dark music XD
Yes, and I actually can be lonely and depressed. But that's usually in the real world. The Internet is my escape from it all.
And whaddya know . . . I actually feel pretty good now ^__^ You can ignore my depression at the top of this entry.
It was weird . . . one time I was about to say that I didn't like Joey because I saw too much of myself in him . . . but just as I was going to say that, I started thinking maybe I *did* like him for that reason. I don't like that he and I have the same bad qualities (big mouth, rudeness, short temper), but it's actually kinda nice to have someone to identify with. Doesn't matter to me if it's just an animé character. That only makes the characters seem more real. Once you find someone to identify with, it really makes things awesome.
There's probably something about every character that I can identify with, actually. Even Pegasus. He likes cartoons, I like cartoons. With Téa, I believe in cheering my friends on and always being there for them. Yugi . . . I like that he's always such a good example. He's so sweet ^___^ I don't think I'm a very sweet person a lot of the time, but I could learn something from Yugi, I'm sure. Serenity . . . I'm too naive. Bakura . . . he's shy and so am I, offline. Marik . . . my dear Marik (XD) . . . behind the mask he erects on the show, there's really a frightened, sad, lonely child. Perhaps that's true with Seto Kaiba as well and that's something else I can identify on with him.
I wonder what I can identify with Tristan, Devlin, and Ishizu? For Ishizu . . . she's almost the opposite of Serenity, actually. She's seen too much to be as naive and trusting as Serenity is. I have both sides to me. Oh yeah . . . and I can be pessimistic, as Ishizu oftens is.
Rishid . . . kinda the same thing with the shield and all. He's really a kind, warm person if you get to know him, but if you judge by outward appearances, he's not all that friendly.
Tristan . . . he tries hard to impress. I dunno . . . maybe that's actually the opposite of me. XD I just wanna be me. But sometimes . . . sometimes I do wanna impress.
Devlin . . . he's hard to figure out. I don't really know what's going on in his mind at all because we never see things from his point of view. But . . . I will say this . . . I honestly do NOT believe that he's as bad as some people like to think. I heard about a story someone did where he and Tristan are looking up at Téa, who's in a bit of danger hanging onto a windowledge and gonna fall, and all the boys can do is stare at her underwear! I'm sorry, I don't think either Tristan or Devlin is like that. I think they'd both go to rescue her. So maybe . . . for Devlin . . . I identify with that some people perceive me different than I am. I guess that applies with Kaiba and Marik, too.
Mai . . . she used her perfume trick because she didn't feel confident in her own abilities. Sometimes I don't either (though I don't think I've resorted to tricks XD).
Mokuba . . . I'm not sure how I identify with him, either. **thinks.** There has to be something. . . . Possibly . . . the way he's usually seen as weak but is actually strong, at least mentally? (Even if he is weak physically, sorry Moku ^__~)
The Yamis . . . at least Yami Y and Yami B; I hope I can't identify with Yami M XD . . . Hmmm . . . maybe . . . that they're seen as the "dark sides" of their descendants . . . and I have a dark side myself: the side of me that loves angst and h/c and dark music XD
Yes, and I actually can be lonely and depressed. But that's usually in the real world. The Internet is my escape from it all.
And whaddya know . . . I actually feel pretty good now ^__^ You can ignore my depression at the top of this entry.
