I have a long oneshot almost done, a chapter almost done, and another chapter I need to start. And instead I'm craving to write a random hurt/comfort blurb. But upon trying to write it, I feel kind of "eh" about that too, as it's really just expanding on a situation I RPed out and it doesn't feel like I can really add much of worth to it. I don't seem to get much done in the evenings anymore; usually mornings seem to be when I do most of my writing these days. I feel so restless in the evenings and tend to not hang around too long unless it's the weekend.
I have been pondering more on the axe murderer fic, which I'm still determined to write. (The Halloween prompt on my table is being saved for it.) I think now Ahiru does have to leave Autor after he's "killed", and she goes to find Fakir, who is being attacked by the creep. Somehow she and Fakir beat the guy back and then they're talking and she tells him about Autor. And that's when Lilie, who was supposedly killed too, shows up. Then Ahiru and Fakir realize what's really going on and go to try to revive Autor. And either they do or Autor is already coming to on his own, having realized it's an illusion. I haven't decided on that yet. But I did want at least some of the victims to need Ahiru's help realizing that they aren't really dead. I'm just unsure how much to dwell on Autor specifically because he's always getting handed the worst deals in my fics. XD; And I don't want him to die for real anymore, and though this would only be them and him thinking he's dead while he isn't, some people might think I've done it again and be mad. LOL. I'm unsure of whether to even keep Autor as a victim at all or if it should be Fakir instead, but I love Ahiru's words to Autor when she thinks he's dead and that she has to leave and find Fakir before he's killed too. ;__;
Other possibility #1: Fakir is the victim instead and Ahiru tells the same thing to him, believing she has to find Autor before he might be killed.
Problem: If it was Fakir, I wonder if Ahiru would be so devastated she wouldn't be able to pull herself together enough to do that. ;__; However, she was able to do so in Akt #13, but their relationship hadn't deepened as much yet, plus there was the fact that Mytho was definitely in trouble right then, no question about it.
Possibility #2: Both Autor and Fakir are victims, but Autor revives first and comes to Ahiru when she's heartbroken over Fakir.
Problem: This would eliminate the dark humor of Lilie being the one to make Ahiru realize what's going on, as she complains her death wasn't tragic enough. XD; Though Lilie could and would still complain about that even if she wasn't the one to make Ahiru realize.
Possibility #3: Both boys are with Ahiru and one of them is "killed." Ahiru is devastated, but the other convinces her they have to go and catch up to the murderer before there's any other victims. Ahiru gives the same speech to the "dead" one before they leave.
Problem: It might lessen the impact if Ahiru isn't alone with the "killed" person?
Possibility #4: Only Fakir is a victim, and Autor finds Ahiru then. Lilie then still appears as planned.
Problem: It eliminates the battle had with Ahiru and whoever didn't "die" against the axe murderer, before she learns the other one isn't dead.
Possibility #5: Neither Fakir or Autor is a victim. Ahiru may make the speech about having to go in order to try to save others from being killed to Lilie and Pike.
Problem: I really thought one of the boys should get it. XD;
I have been pondering more on the axe murderer fic, which I'm still determined to write. (The Halloween prompt on my table is being saved for it.) I think now Ahiru does have to leave Autor after he's "killed", and she goes to find Fakir, who is being attacked by the creep. Somehow she and Fakir beat the guy back and then they're talking and she tells him about Autor. And that's when Lilie, who was supposedly killed too, shows up. Then Ahiru and Fakir realize what's really going on and go to try to revive Autor. And either they do or Autor is already coming to on his own, having realized it's an illusion. I haven't decided on that yet. But I did want at least some of the victims to need Ahiru's help realizing that they aren't really dead. I'm just unsure how much to dwell on Autor specifically because he's always getting handed the worst deals in my fics. XD; And I don't want him to die for real anymore, and though this would only be them and him thinking he's dead while he isn't, some people might think I've done it again and be mad. LOL. I'm unsure of whether to even keep Autor as a victim at all or if it should be Fakir instead, but I love Ahiru's words to Autor when she thinks he's dead and that she has to leave and find Fakir before he's killed too. ;__;
Other possibility #1: Fakir is the victim instead and Ahiru tells the same thing to him, believing she has to find Autor before he might be killed.
Problem: If it was Fakir, I wonder if Ahiru would be so devastated she wouldn't be able to pull herself together enough to do that. ;__; However, she was able to do so in Akt #13, but their relationship hadn't deepened as much yet, plus there was the fact that Mytho was definitely in trouble right then, no question about it.
Possibility #2: Both Autor and Fakir are victims, but Autor revives first and comes to Ahiru when she's heartbroken over Fakir.
Problem: This would eliminate the dark humor of Lilie being the one to make Ahiru realize what's going on, as she complains her death wasn't tragic enough. XD; Though Lilie could and would still complain about that even if she wasn't the one to make Ahiru realize.
Possibility #3: Both boys are with Ahiru and one of them is "killed." Ahiru is devastated, but the other convinces her they have to go and catch up to the murderer before there's any other victims. Ahiru gives the same speech to the "dead" one before they leave.
Problem: It might lessen the impact if Ahiru isn't alone with the "killed" person?
Possibility #4: Only Fakir is a victim, and Autor finds Ahiru then. Lilie then still appears as planned.
Problem: It eliminates the battle had with Ahiru and whoever didn't "die" against the axe murderer, before she learns the other one isn't dead.
Possibility #5: Neither Fakir or Autor is a victim. Ahiru may make the speech about having to go in order to try to save others from being killed to Lilie and Pike.
Problem: I really thought one of the boys should get it. XD;