This is when I know I have a problem....

I've almost finished the sketch of that fanart. It's so cracky. LOL. Claws are in three corners and there's two ghosty thingies floating around that were inspired by the Mutant Graveyard of Doom game on Neopets. Unfortunately, Ahiru isn't where she was supposed to be, between the two guys and in front. I ended up liking how I drew Fakir's body so much, I didn't want it obstructed. XD; And the only other place for Ahiru was off to the side.

I have three fics I could be working on. However, I have gone into an extreme hurt/comfort mode and my mind will not be shaken from it. One fic's current scene is Fakir and Ahiru talking. Another's has Fakir unconscious and Autor and Ahiru going to investigate. The other is the troll thing that needs a new climax. And I'm set on something involving Fakir and Autor interaction, so nothing's getting written. **looked over the blurb she wrote for the thing where Fakir is speech-controlled and might work a bit on that, but isn't sure.**

I have also discovered that unless a lot of people aren't using the character tags, I am writing the majority of the things that involve Fakir and Autor as the principle characters on FF.net. I am surprised, honestly. And I've exhausted the other fics that use them in the character tags. Of course, there may be others; I wish FF.net allowed for more than two principles, because Autor is really just as important to the fugue state fic as Fakir and Ahiru.

I really really wish someone besides me would write some kind of hurt/comfort involving Fakir and Autor, preferably gen, but heck, I'd read a mild shounen-ai too. The only other story I know of that features some is LunaSphere's This Pendent Heart.

I was considering posting at princesstutu and seeing if anyone would be interested in joining a comm for those who like Fakir and Autor interaction, if I were to make it. We're apparently a small group, so we need to stick together! And maybe I could coax some fics from people, but with the way things have been going lately, particularly at tutu_contest, I doubt I'd have any luck there.

I need to make myself some Fakir and Autor icons from the screencaps I got from tomoyoichijouji. Since anything I make will be relatively simple, I was hoping to find that some others had made some, but I haven't found any that really stand out to me.

... I am so at the point of giggling/cackling right now. My hurt/comfort obsession is amusing me. It's making it very difficult to get any writing done, but it's still amusing me.