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[ladybug_archive]

... It's generally not a good sign when you think you've decided on a climax and you're actually writing it and then the doubts creep in again. **rubs eyes.** Mama Mia.... I am hopeless. It's times like this when I feel a frustrated roar coming on.

And while I try to decide what to do once and for all, here, have a weird and completely random scene idea.

Yesterday I smashed a finger in the fridge door. I was trying to hold it out so it wouldn't bump into anything and get hurt worse. Unfortunately, it was my left middle finger, so doing such made it look like I was giving the world the finger.

Of course, my mind then decided to wander and I ended up wondering how Autor would react if some rude student gave that gesture to him during a disagreement. I arrived at this amusing reply:

"That is childish and uncreative. You have just proven your inability to craft a worthy argument, since you have already run out of sensible things to say and have fallen back on that tasteless response. Although I don't want to give the impression that what you had to say was particularly sensible, either, because it actually wasn't."

**giggles.** I think you can expect that to turn up in a fic sometime. Autor's biting, snarky comments are so much fun to write.

Comments

[ex-nuitsong.livejournal.com]

Owie. Sorry about your finger but the Autor quote is a quite amusing aftermath. :)

Ugh- indecisiveness is not fun. Especially when I have various scenes floating around in my head. I'm never sure which to include or exclude. Hope it gets better though. :)

[insaneladybug.livejournal.com]

Yes, owww. Though I almost feel it was worth it to get that comment of Autor's out of it. LOL.

Thanks, I hope so. I think I decided to go with what I decided, but we'll see how I feel when I read it over again....

[mythc-writer.livejournal.com]

Are you a slow writer? I know I am. I write...go back, delete, worry, wonder, write, delete, write some more over and over again before I may get it right.

[insaneladybug.livejournal.com]

Mmm. It depends on the fic, really. I rarely delete; I'm usually pretty happy with what I write. Generally my problem is that I keep adding more. LOL. So I add some, let it set, come back and add more, let it set.... Other times I can breeze off a fic/chapter quickly and be satisfied and post it right away.

[northeastwind.livejournal.com]

alskfh. That is indeed a bad sign. Hope you sort that out T__T

Ow! I hate smashing my fingers in doors... But LOL at looking like you're giving the world the finger, and how it leads to a seemingly random situation.

Oh, Autor. LOL. I could so imagine him saying that. He ends up being more amusing than Ahiru and Fakir without trying.

[insaneladybug.livejournal.com]

Me too. Ugh. I think I will be doing what I decided, but we'll see how I feel when I look it over again.

Yes, it's so miserable. I don't know how come it keeps happening with the fridge, either. This was definitely the most painful one.

I do actually half-feel that it was worth the pain to get that hilarious comment. LOL.

[rose-of-pollux.livejournal.com]

**finally makes it to LJ** My problem is the opposite--I know what I want to write, but I have no *time*... But here's hoping you get that sorted out (and oy vey, I have to catch up on how many fics of yours?)

And owww, sorry about your finger. But Autor's reaction... **snark**

[insaneladybug.livejournal.com]

I thought I knew what I wanted to write, but then when I was getting it down I wasn't sure after all if that was the best way to do it. Looking it over now, I'll be keeping it, but it needs work.

(Don't worry about it, especially since they're not even for a fandom of yours. Just whenever you feel you can.)

I can hardly wait to find an occasion in a fic to use that quote.

[i-heart-rocka.livejournal.com]

Ouch about the finger I hope your okay, I hurt my left middle finger once, and I have a scar in the shape of a frown

[insaneladybug.livejournal.com]

Thanks! It feels better now.

Owww! I smashed my right ring finger so hard it bled once, and inspecting it now, I see that I have a faint scar on it.