W00t!

Jan. 31st, 2007 08:16 am
ladybug_archive: (meroko)
I am so pleased with myself! I found another song for Vodka on the Breakdown fanmix. XD http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/fray/howtosavealife.html It sounds like what his thoughts could have been right after he and Gin have that really nasty argument and go their separate ways in the rain. I only had one song for Vodka before this, so finding another is quite pleasing. X3

Snow White Queen chapter 4 is underway. I think it will be the last chapter to cover the events of this night. XD Then it will go on to the next day. I need to figure out how Ayumi will work into the plot without getting used against Gin again. XD; Stacey suggested that maybe she inadvertantly helps, without getting into trouble. I definitely like the idea! Now I must find a way to execute it.

I've been working on a possible Gin/Sherry fanmix, too. It may be 25 tracks. I still need #23 and #24 for it. Every fifth song is Evanescence, because they had so many that fit. XD

Blurgh

Oct. 31st, 2006 02:33 am
ladybug_archive: (gin_car)
I hate having a mouse in the house. XD; Yes, it still hasn't been caught. We've tried to trap it in the wall, hoping it will come out into a trap, but we keep finding new ways that it gets around. -___-

I started writing Breakdown chapter 7, and then I decided I should write down the most difficult scene ahead of time, so I went ahead and wrote Gin and Vodka's argument (which was slated for chapter 8, but may get pushed ahead further), followed by a short introspective Gin scene, and then two different versions of a scene where Vodka wakes up after being disoriented from the cold and the blood loss. I just can't quite seem to get it like I want it. XD;

And now I have another problem. In chapter 7, I skipped ahead a month, because Gin's pretty much the same throughout that month as in the previous six chapters and the prologue. But somehow it doesn't feel right, to skip ahead that much. What does everyone else think?

At the beginning of the chapter, Vodka goes to see how Chardonnay and Sake are doing, and he finds them in a really bad condition, not helped any by Aoshi's aides beating them. He goes back to the suite and finds that Gin has cut himself (by accident). Gin getting cut reminds him of some of the scenarios he thought happened when Portman was torturing him (a la Empire of Dirt), and in desperation he tells Vodka a little bit of what happened to him. (He doesn't tell much, and his frustration over being so "weak" as to have to speak about it is partially what makes him so angry and bitter later on.) Somehow it also doesn't seem right to have that as the second scene of the chapter. Maybe it should be moved down to the last scene? I was thinking that originally, but the first scene, of Vodka visiting the girls, is pretty short by itself.

I also have the desire to write Theme #9 for my 30_Nights set. Not to mention I need to finish something for 100_Situations. **has a couple of ideas.**

Started drawing Gin and Akemi on Sunday. It took several tries to get Akemi looking like herself. Gin came out really good on the first try, at least I think so. In the background, I wanted to draw Vodka trying to revive Gin. Not sure what I think of that part of the picture. I think it's a good touch; I just dunno if I'm satisfied with how it's coming out.
ladybug_archive: (gin_sherry)
I also joined 30_hugs and applied for Gin/Sherry. XD That should be interesting, especially since they are NOT a fluffy, happy couple by any stretch of the imagination. They're very dark and twisted. I'm going to have fun with these claims.

And I've updated the Breakdown song list. As it stands now, it's:

-Breakdown by Breaking Benjamin (duh)
-Savin' Me by Nickelback
-From the Inside by Linkin Park
-Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park
-Through the Glass by Stone Sour
-With You by Linkin Park
-Wonderwall by Oasis (Aubrie finally found it. Love it!)
-The Drop by Peter Gabriel

The last one I think of from Vodka's POV, symbolically talking about Gin, and Portman's other victims (who will play a role later on in the story. I haven't forgotten them!). It may be a stretch, but I'm desperate for songs from Vodka's POV! XD;

Writing for Gin and Vodka is a fun challenge, and very different because of the nature of their relationship and their personalities. XD Neither one is ever going to admit that they care about the other, for many reasons. Pride, discomfort, danger, their own confusion over what their feelings actually are. . . . It forces me to write differently than usual, despite my same, favorite themes running through the stories. I like the challenge.

I never actually said that I'd finished Full Moon wo Sagashite, did I? XD; Well, I did, a couple of weeks ago. I love the anime! Though my favorite episodes are the ones I watched out of order. LOL. #52, and the mini-arc #42-#46. I love #20, too, however. Yay Meroko-themed episodes! And #37, the Christmas-themed one, is great. It's the first one where you see Meroko really starting to grow up. And I was able to briefly glance through one of the manga volumes at Borders on my birthday, and I'm pleased to say that Meroko definitely does grow up in the manga, too! I wasn't able to look at #3 or #4 (Borders didn't have them), but I really want them bad, since they involve Meroko's past.

Got a different wig from Wal-Mart last week, since they're the only ones with the right color and length. This one will work! I'm broke, so I'm doing a ghetto cosplay with my grandma's dark green coat. XD; And I'll probably have to use my black turtleneck.... Mom has a yellow one that actually has a more authentic collar, but Gin wearing yellow? ... Scary.

Blurgh.

Oct. 11th, 2006 05:16 am
ladybug_archive: (meroko)

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This is rather interesting. Of course it's just for fun and shouldn't be taken really seriously, but it does seem to peg me fairly accurately.

And I hate mice. They don't deserve to be featured as the good guys in cartoons. They cause so much trouble in real life! If a cat came and caught a mouse, it would be hailed as a hero by me. I don't know why people want mice as pets.

Yes, there is a mouse in the house, which probably entered when Dad foolishly left open the garage door, which leads into an entryway for both floors. We've been trying to catch it for hours, and even though we think we have it cornered, I'm worried that it may have sneaked into my room, because earlier it apparently sneaked right past me into another room.

I wish I could borrow Aubrie's Sano for a few hours. XD He could probably catch the freakin' thing.

I finally got some more written in Breakdown, so I'm pleased with that. It's about time. And I've been messing with blurbs again. I'm fiddling now with one I mused over a few days ago about Gin overworking himself so much that he comes down with a cold and later just collapses because he's pushing himself so hard.

Some of the blurbs I write are really bizarre. XD; I got an idea for one that I randomly tried in an RP with Lizzie before writing down the blurb version. Basically it involves Gin being hurt by a car and being supposed to only be unconscious, but Akemi wants to talk to him and does something that makes his spirit leave his body. Vodka thinks Gin is dead and is trying desperately to revive him, and Gin is frustrated and bewildered by the whole thing. Either I dreamed that one, or else I came up with it when I was half-asleep.

Music!

Oct. 3rd, 2006 02:51 am
ladybug_archive: (Default)
First off, before I forget again, last Monday I was listening to the Yu-Gi-Oh! Movie soundtrack and it suddenly dawned on me that Blind Ambition reminds me at least a bit of Kaitou Kid. http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/yugioh/blindambition.htm There's the line about being a magician, and the part about the road to perdition makes me think of his life of crime, and his pervertedness. XD;

And someone's posted the Japanese version of the Yu-Gi-Oh! Movie on YouTube, raw. I want subtitles!

Someone also has uploaded all Japanese Grand Prix episodes. **has watched a bit.** I need to watch the rest. XD They do have subtitles!

Thanks to Aubrie, I've read the most recent arc of Tsubasa Chronicle and the Ashura-Ou arc now. Those were really cool. X3 Ashura-Ou is truly fascinating, and I love the mysterious relationship with Yasha-Ou. And I'm pleased to announce that after reading the most recent Tsubasa arc, the changes don't bother me so much anymore. It looks like there's hope of things maybe working out right in the end. I surely hope so!

And I've been thinking of compiling a list of songs that would fit into a Breakdown soundtrack type thing. Most, if not all, of what I have so far sounds like Gin's POV. I'd also really like to have some from Vodka's POV, so I'll be on the lookout for anything that sounds like it. Suggestions are welcome! And no, the song wouldn't have to be in English, as long as there'd be a translation handy to see if it would fit.

Among the songs picked so far are:

-Breakdown by Breaking Benjamin (duh)
-Savin' Me by Nickelback
-From the Inside by Linkin Park
-Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park
-Through the Glass by Stone Sour
-With You by Linkin Park (just now decided it'd fit)

And probably something else that I'll remember after I post. XD

I'll try to come on in the afternoon at some point. Won't be on in the evening.

Long blurb

Sep. 30th, 2006 08:12 am
ladybug_archive: (gin_savingme)
For the past few days I've been tinkering with this. XD Another thing based off of the RP, only this is the twist we actually ended up doing, with a few different things thrown in by me.

**drops to knees.** I would very much like people's opinions on what I should do for the ending of Breakdown! Is the original ending blurb that I posted the best way to do it? Is the one where Gin has to revive Vodka the preference? What about what I'm posting now? Or should I take a little bit from different things and mix? You know, I was considering a fourth thing: just incorporating the part with Gin rescuing Vodka from the gang and leaving out all the snow stuff, instead going into more or less the conversation from the original first draft ending.... What I'm afraid of is that throwing in any amount of action near the ending is anti-climatic, but on the other hand, I think it might be good for Gin to have to take care of Vodka for a little bit.


Say It If It's Worth Savin' Me )

XD

Sep. 24th, 2006 01:21 am
ladybug_archive: (gin_savingme)
There's a third possibility for the RP that I didn't think of until later. That would be, for Gin and Vodka to both be hurt, to varying degrees. That's what I ended up deciding would work the best, and Aubrie was receptive, so that's what we've ended up doing. XD

Runihura caused an early snowstorm, and after Vodka and Vermouth heard on the radio about some car crashes, they went out to make sure that Gin wasn't involved, since he had been driving recklessly. They ended up getting separated after going to look for help after Vermouth's car died, and Yaminah found Vermouth later and has taken her back home to recover from a fight she was in. XD Oh, Baby Face is not gonna like it! He doesn't like the Black Org in general, and he doesn't get along with Vermouth.

Vodka got caught by a gang, and was fighting them and shooting them down. He got stabbed twice, and Gin found him and killed the other gang members when they were attacking. He tried to help Vodka with his wounds, and they've had a very nice conversation. X3 I'm starting to think that I like this version better than either of the previous two. I may alter the final chapters of Breakdown, when I get there, in order to do this instead of what was written originally.

Naturally I must throw in some more stuff from So Cold, so they'll have to stay in the snow for a while. Vermouth will wake up and tell Yaminah about the misadventures, and then they'll go out to find the guys.

But that will have to wait till Tuesday, because it seems that Aubrie has fallen asleep, and I don't think I'll be on Monday. (Though if Aubrie were to wake up and couldn't go back to sleep, I might very well stay on with her for a while because of the Monday factor.) XD; We have to get the final things with the closing resolved, which have been delayed by various efforts of the International Idiots Association.

And here's a quiz.


Writing Quiz )

Blurb

Sep. 23rd, 2006 08:36 am
ladybug_archive: (meroko)
In the RP version of Breakdown, we've got to where Gin and Vodka had their argument and went their separate ways. Now I am wondering if it would be interesting to take the RP further away from the direction Breakdown ended up at for the final scene. It depends on what Aubrie wants to do, since she plays Vodka. ^^ (Wonderfully, may I add!)

The way I see it, there are two choices: one, keep it similar to Breakdown from here on out, or two, have Vodka get hurt. XD; Then Gin would have to deal with that. Gin getting hurt would not be a good option, I don't think. It could possibly push poor Vodka right over the edge at that point.

I wrote a blurb for myself, the way I sometimes do while waiting to continue an RP I especially like. I wasn't going to post it, but I've decided to after all, mainly because I like the opening narration paragraphs. XD And I stuck in a few lines from the RP, most of them modified a bit, some not at all. ^^


Alternate Route )


And I made my icon today. XD I love that fancy script. I think it suits her well. This icon is appropriately from the last episode, which I absolutely adore and which made me nuts about the character. I feel a little like Meroko again, so I decided to make this today. ^^
ladybug_archive: (Default)
I was watching AMVs again, and I found another thing from Full Moon that I really wanted to know about, so I tracked down the episodes in question and watched 42-46, instead of watching 6 like I should have. XD **watched the first five over the past couple of days.** Another excellent mini-arc, 42-46, that is. So beautiful, and with much character development and plot twists. Meroko's my favorite character so far. I love how much she grows. But all of them really do. What an awesome show.

And I finally finished the next chapter of Breakdown! It clocked in at about 10,039 words. Holy catfish. XD; I wasn't expecting that at all.

I don't think I'll be online later today. The closing is set for today, and afterward, I need to go to ShopKo and try to find a better wig. XD; I took back the Wal-Mart one, not only because it was too thin on top, but because one side was longer than the other. .__. I wanted to go to a couple of other stores today, too, not that I would be able to buy anything but the wig.... Well, we'll have to see!
ladybug_archive: (gin_savingme)
I love my icon so much! Another spin on the Savin' Me concept. I came up with the idea for the pic, but Aubrie made this version of the icon. ^^

I've decided that Breakdown will have two main song themes: Breakdown (duh), and Savin' Me. Some of the future chapters will probably have titles based on Savin' Me lyrics. Breakdown fits the flashbacks and how Gin ended up, while Savin' Me fits the recovery process.

I've been fiddling with a picture the last few days, another from the story. This one is Gin kneeling on the floor after being struck with the metal tray. He's rubbing his head and looking furious. Vodka, meanwhile, is punching Aoshi. As it stands right now, I have Vodka drawn in, but Aoshi couldn't seem to fit, so I wrote CRASH and indicated that Aoshi was "off-screen." I may try to see if I can possibly get Aoshi in later.

And after a snack, I'm going to check out NANA, as promised. ^^ I'll probably watch either some Tsubasa, xxxHolic, or Full Moon wo Sagashite too.

Yay anime!

Sep. 16th, 2006 08:19 pm
ladybug_archive: (Default)
I do the strangest things sometimes. XD I went to watch a Princess Tutu AMV that someone made, and then I saw a link for another one using One Sweet Day. I love that song, so then I looked to see what other AMVs there were with it. I found one for Full Moon wo Sagashite, and after I watched it, I noticed that it was a response to the final episode, which had been posted. And even though I've never seen the show, I know about it, and I've badly wanted to know how it ended up, so I watched the episode!

I don't regret it either. It was absolutely beautiful! Not what I was expecting at all. And now I must watch the whole series/read the manga. X3 It looks like there was a lot of character development along the way, so I'll love that.

I've also been watching some more Tsubasa Chronicle and Holic here and there. I love them! Tsubasa has lots of cuteness, and Holic is so nicely gothic and dark. And there's cuteness in it, too, like in episode 7, which Aubrie shared with me this morning.

This past week I rewatched all of season 1 of Magic Knight Rayearth. That's such a great anime. I just love how you're led to believe that everything's cookie-cutter clear, and suddenly everything changes and you realize that nothing is what it seems. I really think it's another of CLAMP's best, and sadly underappreciated.

This morning I also downloaded some music. Tank! again, even though I have it on a disc somewhere, and I thought how cool an AMV would be that would feature the Black Org and the Tank! song. X3 Then I got some Tsubasa Chronicle songs: the full versions of Blaze and Loop, and two alternate versions of the Tsubasa song: a Sakura version and a duet version with Syaoran. So pretty.

And I watched episode 2 of Capsule Monsters on Fox. The deleted scenes from that segment were put in the broadcast version, as promised! I really do enjoy that little mini-arc. As Lizzie put it, it's like visiting with old friends. I love all the YGO characters, but it's just really nice to spend time with the original four again. They often get lost in the shuffle. And every now and then, I like a little break from the "save the world" plot. XD

I honestly don't see why so many people complain about the animation style of Capsule Monsters and the movie. I don't see anything wrong with it, and to me, it looks a lot prettier than say, the animation during the Pharaoh's Memory arc. XD;

Oh yeah, yesterday I was finally able to piece together a plot for the third part of the Ghosts trilogy. ^^ I got the first chapter up. I'm calling it No Way Out. It was inspired by the Peter Gabriel song, naturally.

I've been working on the next chapter of Breakdown, too. Right now I'm at the second flashback. I'm not sure if I'll be able to write any more of it tonight, though. XD; I have the urge to write a dark poem. Marija will be thrilled.

Last week I found a couple of Darkwing Duck episodes on YouTube: Hot Spells, which is on crack. XD It's the DWD version of Faust, and if Harry Potter had existed then, I would have said that the episode was parodying it as well. They were at a school for learning magic, so that Morgana could do a presentation. I did like how they said that magic was not easy and that you had to do lots of calculations to do it right.

They also had Time and Punishment, which I haven't watched since it originally aired. It was always one of my favorites. Very dark, too. It shows an alternate future where Darkwing is erring too much to the right. XD Dark Warrior Duck! He doesn't realize Gosalyn accidentally went with Megavolt and Quackerjack on their time machine in the past, and he thinks Gosalyn ran away because he wouldn't let her help.

Last week I learned that Claude and Dagronrat think my pictures of Gin make him look androgynous. .___. I went and looked over them all very carefully, and I don't see it. The only one that I could think possibly looks that way is the one where he has the sheet around his waist, but even then, shouldn't his chest and muscles say otherwise? XD; **just doesn't get it.** I draw him in my own style, same as for any anime character, but I think I make him look masculine.
ladybug_archive: (gin_savingme)
**snerk.** Bow before the majesty of Weird Al's Living in the Fridge song! XD Dang. It is just too priceless. I heard it on a Cowboy Bebop AMV that used clips from Toys in the Attic and now I'm hooked. I even made a couple of crack icons using a picture of the fridge of doom and Gin and Vodka staring in horror. I went looking for the AMV to send Hamda, and I found a version much better than the first, where the clips in the first half fit better. The YouTube version includes the strip game, which I don't think was relevant. XD The version I downloaded from animemusicvideos.com has different clips for the first half, though both of course have the scene with Spike opening the fridge while Weird Al screams.

And oy vey.... The dryer drum belt broke, and until we can get a new one (which had better be today!), the house has to be our dryer! Blurgh. I hung the clothes around heat vents and turned on the heat. It shall be misery! XD **can't stand a lot of heat.**

And my icon is all kinds of awesome. X3 This is Aubrie's take on Gin and those song lyrics. Much better than my humble version!

I'm just nuts about that song. I don't care much for Nickelback's music in general, but I love Savin' Me and Too Bad (the latter of which will forever make me think of Baby Face). Savin' Me always reminds me of my story Breakdown. XD

And for any Monkees fan (or anyone wanting to try the show) living where PAX TV is available, rejoice! PAX (or I TV, if you are so inclined to call them by their new name) will start airing the show every Friday at 6 Eastern and Pacific, 5 Central and Mountain! It will probably be edited, but still! This is wonderful news!

Stuff

Sep. 11th, 2006 04:33 am
ladybug_archive: (gin_smoothcriminal)
My icon freakin' ROCKS. I mentioned to Aubrie that the Smooth Criminal song makes me think more of Gin than Kaitou Kid (I saw a Kaitou Kid AMV with the song, and Aubrie made an amusing icon using a line from it, where Kaitou Kid is about to knock someone out with a wrench), and she came up with this. X3

... I have no idea why, really, but for a couple of hours earlier, I was feeling really lonely. Odd, how sometimes emotions just sneak up on you like that.

We were gone for hours on Sunday. XD; We wanted to go to our old church one last time, and we decided to do that now, and then check to make sure that we have all the house keys to give the new people. The old house will be being closed on sometime this week. I ended up with about five and a half hours of sleep, and when we got back I had a nap for a couple of hours. I rarely nap, unless it's a weekend.

I made a few icons on Saturday. Aubrie sent the awesomeness of Nickelback's Savin' Me song, and I got a few ideas from that. Then, while listening to Mune ga Dokidoki, I decided to make an Alister icon.

LOL, it's so amusingly ironic. I went to tag a few more of my older entries that don't have tags, and I was doing September 2005. I found an entry where I mused over my morbidness and then said that it had its limits and that I'd never want to live in view of a cemetery. And yet, in a few months my view completely changed ... and I wound up living in view of a cemetery. And it doesn't bother me one freakin' bit! Though I admit it might, if the cemetery was directly across the street or on the other side of the block. As it is, it's on the next block over instead, and only really visible through the yards of the people living in back of us and whatnot.

... And I have an extreme urge to write some more random h/c, or else tinker more with the blurb where Gin's in the cemetery. **hits head on desk.** I should work more on Breakdown, instead. It's my pet project at the moment. It's a good thing I'm writing it as a challenge to myself and not for the reviews. **laughs.** Though, of course, reviews are loved.

That reminds me, I need to tweak the blurb I posted the other day. I'm a little hesitant to change some of the dialogue in the already posted chapters of Breakdown, however, as I pretty much called that as I saw it. (Though I will freely admit that some of the other dialogue in the already posted chapters I've been unsure and nervous about. I'm not sure it entirely works, and yet I'm trying to fit it into the story and hoping that Gin's current condition is an excuse. XD; Certainly if I fully believed it was OOC I either wouldn't have posted it on FF.net at all, or else would jump to alter it.... And of course, if Gin wasn't in his current condition, it would be very OOC without a doubt. **nodnod.**)

I wish I could think of some good captions for some of my bases, and some of the ones Aubrie sent to me a while ago, including one of Gin and Vodka standing together in the dark. Not sure where that comes from. #425, maybe?

I went to Wal-Mart on ... Friday, I think, and bought a 36-inch blonde wig. It's the perfect length, but I need to cut bangs on it, and I also need to alter it so that both sides are the same length at the ends, IF I keep the thing. It's too thin on top, and even though a hat might hide that, I'd kinda like to see if ShopKo has something better. I really wish they'd have display wigs for people to examine.

... And MSN is having a heart attack. I guess that's why I was signed out randomly earlier.

Blurb

Sep. 7th, 2006 07:06 pm
ladybug_archive: (geico)
This is a VERY rough draft of the conversation that is most of the final scene of Breakdown. Things will definitely change, but opinions on it as it stands right now are very much appreciated! **bows repeatedly.** I think I have them both IC for the most part, but I want to know what everyone else thinks.


And I'll Be There For You, Till My Heart is Black and Blue )

Yay!

Sep. 6th, 2006 07:41 am
ladybug_archive: (turkey)
I have finally been to an FYE store. And I am pleased to report that, at least here, we are not losing anything! They are just as good or better than Media Play, and some of their anime prices are better than Media Play's! For instance, they have Gundam W DVDs for $12.99 instead of $17.99. And they have a wonderful selection of Detective Conan DVDs. **purrs.** Love the DVDs with Gin on the covers. I will definitely be going there on my birthday!

I worked a little more on Breakdown. Did a scene in the present and then went into the first flashback for the chapter. Portman started the physical torture now. o.o

I've been stewing over the final scene for the story, even though it's a long way off. I just keep playing it and what leads up to it over and over in my mind. I keep thinking of Gin finally snapping and getting into an argument with Vodka shortly after an incident where he was having trouble concentrating on an assignment that they went out on too soon, and Vodka finally snapping from all the pressure he's been under and arguing back, and Gin finally storming out. As mentioned, Gin is trying to believe that he's fine when he's not, and I guess Vodka's been feeling the same about himself. As Vermouth observes, most people overlook the fact that Gin is not the only one suffering. She talks to Vodka for a bit, trying to reassure and comfort him, and he probably dismisses her in a Vodka-ish way and then tries to work it out on his own. When he calms down a bit more, he goes looking for Gin.

The final scene is supposed to be when Vodka finds Gin and they have some sort of a conversation. And it won't be some cheesy thing where Gin finally tells what all happened and then is able to feel better or whatnot. That would not be realistic, to the character or to life in general. Talking about stuff like that can help to an extent, but it certainly wouldn't be the equivalent of waving a magic wand and making the problem go away completely.

I look at it this way: I, with my small problems in comparison, very rarely talk about anything bothering me. Gin has a very big problem, but he's also much stronger than me, and I can't imagine his pride or whatnot allowing him to tell all, or to really admit how difficult it is. My pride is miniscule in comparison to his and I'm the same way. And any time when I do break down and confess it to someone, I am ashamed at myself for it later on and consider it a personal weakness. (Not that it really is, I just see it as such. I feel like I always must be seen as strong, never cracking, which is how both Gin and Vodka feel in Breakdown until they're pushed to their limits.)

Anyway ... taking all of this into consideration, I have been racking my brain trying to think of some little action or remark that Gin could make that would be in character and that would show that he acknowledges and is grateful to some extent for Vodka trying to help him through all of this. He will probably be angry at himself later for the breakdown he went through during the story and for showing Vodka a "weakness", but that doesn't mean that he would necessarily not appreciate everything Vodka's done. He probably hates that he couldn't do it on his own, but at least to himself he may have finally had to admit that he couldn't.

The most I can really see Gin doing is speaking calmly to Vodka once he's found, as if nothing has happened. Those two have a relationship of the nature that I wonder if Vodka would realize that Gin does appreciate him, due to some little action, which I think is more powerful than Gin saying anything flat-out.

Thoughts?
ladybug_archive: (geico)






What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?




Your soul is bound to the Yellow Rose: The Gentle."I've travelled through the land of surrender and seen it all. I throw my heart out and keep my head up, and now I travel through the land of peace."The Yellow Rose is associated with friendship, intuition, and fun. It is governed by the goddess Hestia and its sign is The Intertwined Rings, or True Friendship.As a Yellow Rose, you always look out for your friends. You would much rather have strong ties with friends than a single tie with a lover and your devotion to your friends is clear. You may have great intuition and be able to read emotions clearly, but sometimes you can seem distant yourself.
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Interesting quiz. I think they pegged me pretty well.

I know I shouldn't have, but I bought Talespin on Tuesday. **pets it.** Wal-Mart had the sets for $24.92 instead of $34.99, and I couldn't resist. I'll ask for Darkwing on my birthday.

I watched three episodes this morning. Man, what a great show that was. Brings back so many memories. And I joined the Talespin LJ community. They have a link there to download the show's score, and I did. (I used to know how they got the score, but now I forgot. I think maybe the guy who wrote it joined their comm or something.) It's 55MB zipped up. @__@; So I can't keep it. Wish I could burn it to a CD.... Maybe I could get it onto Dad's computer somehow and burn it there.... At any rate, I'm thrilled with the score. I always loved the show's instrumental music.

I finished tinkering with my Black Org ESSAY now. (Why the heck did I write quiz?! **headdesk.**) ^^ I posted it at the DC community and I'll also post it at the Black Org HQ.

I wrote a one-shot the other day, after we got back from errands. Dunno if it's any good, but the idea stuck in my head and wouldn't leave. I've also finished the next chapter of Breakdown, so I'll be getting that up tonight. ^^

Yay manga!

Aug. 29th, 2006 03:53 am
ladybug_archive: (cigarette)
I've been reading various DC manga stories for the past few hours. XD I watched episode 6 of Tsubasa Chronicle, finally, and then I got an urge to go read DC manga. Tsubasa Chronicle really is a sweet show, BTW. I just love the characters and the plots and whatnot. ^^ (I just don't like when it drags.) That's a show I think I'd like to show Mom sometime. I was describing the basic plot and she liked the sound of it.

I read the Golden Apple case, as promised, and I loved it. It definitely makes Sharon/Vermouth all the more of a fascinating character. X3 I also read a filler case where Genta's being stalked (I bet Lizzie would enjoy that), the Bus Jack case, and the manga versions of episodes 309-311 (the mailroom scene) and 345. I still prefer the anime version of the mailroom scene, with Gin putting the cigarette stub in Vodka's mouth and the thing where they meet up with each other three times instead of one. Too priceless. XD

Something else interesting about that case: Vodka is driving the Porsche around at some parts, and Gin is at parts unknown. Maybe the anime explains where he is, but the manga version doesn't. I just find it interesting that Gin let Vodka take the car like that. XD

In 345, there was some very interesting dialogue. I'm wondering now which translation is correct. In the anime version I saw, Gin says that he has trouble remembering the names and faces of people he's killed. In the manga version, he says he tries to forget. There's a difference. **nodnod.** I really like the thought of him trying to forget. It seems to be a canonical hint of humanity. Though, both things he's said could actually be true. If he's always had trouble remembering people he sees briefly, that could either extend to the murder victims or else he just uses it as an excuse and tries to force himself to forget them, while in actuality he remembers more than he cares to acknowledge. That also will help me with a question I was having concerning future chapters of Breakdown....

W00t! I'm in a good mood right now!

... I also have an urge to write a random h/c blurb, even though I should start on the next chapter of Breakdown.... I can't help it, I'm going through a really big h/c phase right now. XD;; I'm trying to bridle myself in the RP, but I don't know whether I'm succeeding very well. I hope it's not overkill.... There's a lot of various scenarios I'm dying to experiment with, but I know I'd better leave most of them for blurbs and fanfics.

Musings

Aug. 28th, 2006 06:50 pm
ladybug_archive: (Default)
I'm in the Conan Yahoo Group.... I joined it when I was having trouble getting anyone to review my stuff at ManyCases1Truth. (Didn't have much luck at the Yahoo Group, either, but that's beside the point.) It seems like most of the members are rather young, and many of them don't have English as their first language. Someone started a topic of how DC should end, and I've so far only seen the typical "OMG Conan must win and the Black Org must all die!!!!!!111" sort of things. Now, I understand Black Org hate, believe me. XD The things they do are legitimate reasons to not like them. But still, it does depress me a little, not to see anyone there who's speaking up for them, or having a bit of a kinder thought for at least some of the members. (I did, though, of course.)

For a while I've been pondering on a story I want to write which does detail the fall of the Black Org. I only have bits and pieces of the thing in my mind.... It would be Gin/Sherry, and part of the reason for writing it would be to try to give them a happy ending, for once. I want to see if it can be done without OOCness. XD One weird idea going through my mind for the beginning of the story was Sherry being accidentally struck by the Porsche during a snowstorm (yeah, I love snow in relation to them). Though I don't know why Gin wouldn't just finish the job when he found out who'd been hit. I don't know if Vermouth would come through the story alive, but if she dies, she'd have the noble end that Claude, Ran_Mouri82, and myself (among others) picture for her. And Gin and Vodka get away in the end. XD; The idea would be for Sherry to end up going with them, but of course there would have to be a LOT of things taking place in order to come to that end while making sense.

I finished the next chapter of Breakdown today---"Such a Lovely Lonely Night." I like how it turned out. Next chapter it's going to start getting especially difficult to write. Right now Portman's testing a drug on Gin to see what sorts of hallucinations and whatnot that he has. So next chapter she'll start doing things created especially to break him. o.o

And I saw the horrifying promo video of what an Americanized version of Sailor Moon would have been like. @___@ Not a bad dub, but an actual, American-made Sailor Moon. The theme song was both live-action and animated, and the characters didn't even look like they were supposed to! The animated sequences looked like typical 80s cartoon fare, and the live-action parts and the theme song were typical middle school girl stuff. **shudders.** Oh man.... Even a bad dub is better than that! I'm so glad that they just decided to dub Sailor Moon instead of making their own. Now I need to watch some real Sailor Moon to push those images out of my mind. XD The only good thing about that promo was the adorable cat they had for Luna.

But that shall have to wait, as we're going to get groceries soon!

The boxsets for Talespin and Darkwing Duck come out tomorrow. X3 **purrs.** I want to ask for one on my birthday, but I'm torn between which one. I was going to go with Talespin, but when I saw the cover art for the DWD one, I immediately got nostalgic for "my" Disney show. While I think in the end I do love Talespin best, DWD was what I always watched coming home from school (during the brief time I actually attended public school). I would take a toy flashlight and magnifying glass and put an apron on my back and pretend to be Darkwing and solve crimes. XD Ahhh.... Good times, good times. **has almost always been a mystery buff.** That's how I got interested in DWD in the first place. It was promoted as a show about a crime-solving duck, so I watched once and was hooked.

Yay! XD

Aug. 23rd, 2006 09:01 am
ladybug_archive: (valon_hair)
I finished the next chapter of Breakdown. And I've decided to title the chapters after various lyrics from the song. What I just posted is "Let the Fun and Games Begin." I really like how the chapter came out, especially the last scene. I think it's nicely intense and quite poignant.

I also finally figured out how to phrase what I wanted in that Black Org essay I was writing a while back. XD I had started to try to explain my thoughts on Gin's and Vodka's relationship, and I suddenly got tongue-tied (or finger-tied, or whatever), and shelved the essay for the time being. For some reason, reading over the scanlation of the train bomb scene where their codenames are revealed helped me figure out how to say what I wanted. I posted the first draft at Black Org HQ.

I did an RP with Lizzie that I want to write a random blurb on later. For some reason, I'm on a real brainwashing/poisoning/drugging kick right now. To practice for Getting Away with Murder's future scene, I had Gin flip out due to some drug (even though it's Vodka who will do so in the story). Lizzie's playing Vodka and I wasn't sure if she would be up to playing him go nuts. XD; Anyway, though, after she showed me her RP with Wrath going psycho, it made me want to throw Gin into a similar situation with Ayumi.

The most intense stuff came once Vodka got Gin back to the base, however. Gin had been shooting himself in the arm to stay focused, but it wasn't working well and he was losing blood and the drug was taking over his sanity. Eventually he held the gun to his throat and was apparently going to kill himself. Vodka panicked and tried to stop him, and they ended up struggling over the gun. Gin finally abandoned that and tried to smother Vodka with a pillow. Vodka, being physically stronger, overpowered Gin and was able to shove him away, but Gin slammed into the wall (probably more like the metal locker) and hit his head hard. The shock of that caused the poison to make his heart stop (one thing I like about fictional poisons is that you can make them do pretty much whatever you want). We didn't get to delve a whole lot into Vodka's shock over the whole situation, but he did show that he was stunned. I loved it. XD And of course, they got Gin back.

In the RP with Aubrie, I've started experimenting with the Ayumi angle. ^^ Gin saved her from Ushio. Then I'll have her turn up later, of course. And Tazi's ending up making friends with Kaito. XD And Alchflaed got drunk and kissed her boss and sat on his lap. **snerk.**

Alchflaed's relationship with her boss really is fascinating. And he's fun to write for. He's mysterious and keeps to the shadows, like Giovanni on Pokémon. I always imagine the guy talking like Giovanni, too, so he has Yami B's voice. XD And I don't even want to give him a name anymore. I think it's more fun not to know. Aubrie started calling him "The Big Man" and it's stuck. XD

Blurb

Aug. 6th, 2006 05:54 am
ladybug_archive: (queserasera)
Just popped on to post this. I was talking to Rae on SN's LJ and she has unwittingly given me plotbunnies, or as she and SN say, plunnies! I was musing over Dr. Portman and the fact that I haven't used her recently. I decided that maybe it was time I did. This is sort of a prologue for a possible future fic. Opinions are loved!


Dr. Portman Wreaks Havoc Again )

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