ladybug_archive: (yamiM_artichoke)
So Amazon has been crashing on me for the last couple of days. I thought it was my browser being frustrating. I'm almost ready for another gift card shopping spree, so Amazon crashing is not acceptable. I finally ran CCleaner again, which I don't do as much as I should because it exasperates me that it won't delete all the junk it finds and instead only gets rid of about half of it. But it's good to see that the program still works; Tumblr is running well enough again that for the time being, I can post without losing my mind.

Amazon, however, is still crashing. In desperation I typed "Amazon freezes Firefox" in the search bar and learned this upsetting news: https://www.404techsupport.com/2015/08/amazon-crashes-firefox-safari/

This has been going on since August. Why the HECK doesn't Amazon fix this?! Firefox and Safari users make up a large part of their customer base!

At least there's a link there to an Amazon Light version that works for me, so hopefully I'll be able to do my shopping spree without havoc when my second gift card arrives. But unless this problem is fixed, I won't be able to click on any Amazon email links. Aurgh....

And I decided to make that U.N.C.L.E. website. It's not ready to open yet, but I got a good chunk of it done and I'm pleased with it. I'm also pleased with my follow-up to The Peaceful Meadows Affair and hope that after having been quiet for the past several days, it won't be overwhelming when I post the next chapter soon.

It feels good to be confident again. I guess I needed to not post for a few days for my own peace of mind, as I was getting so worried I was being a pest to keep posting a fic thing each day. I started struggling with whether I should remove the posted chapter and split the subplot into a separate thing. (Problem is, I don't think I'd have enough content without it. That's why I hadn't started the follow-up before; not enough plot to work with.) Part of me wants to write the flashback scenes in the subplot as several oneshots (or as added vignettes to The Mist of Yesterday), since of course the flashbacks in the chapters are only brief snippets and not the full scenes. Maybe I will do that, but I also want to have this subplot in the story for a reason. So hopefully I can balance the subplot with the main mystery and people will be interested in how I handle it.

MeTV is showing The Concrete Overcoat Affair this weekend. I'm excited; I haven't seen that one yet and I'm anxious for the friendship squee. I'll watch both parts together, as I don't like the torture of seeing one part and waiting for the next one. Maybe seeing it will plunnie me. I hope.
ladybug_archive: (ecks_wye)
I've mostly got the Sunset Shimmer piece written, I think. Instead of flashbacks, I'm telling it in her monologue, although part of me wonders if I should do the flashbacks. I kind of think it would break the flow of narration, but maybe it would look better. On the other hand, maybe it wouldn't.

I'm kind of nervous to think of posting it when I get it done, but people seem to like my first Sunset Shimmer piece, so hopefully I don't need to worry too much. I still can't find a title I like, though. I was hoping for a line from a Pony/Equestria Girls song, but nothing stands out to me.

Next project is starting the new U.N.C.L.E. fic, which will hopefully happen soon.

And Avast! decided to update last night, as usual. I let it download stuff, but also as usual, I just didn't finish the process because I hate restarting when I'm trying to do stuff. I just let it wait to finish until I turned it off and then on again today.

Then I discovered it had decided to make Web Shield a new thing. I also discovered that Web Shield is an idiot. It blocked everything. Seriously, it even blocked itself. I couldn't access the Avast! website to read a topic on the forum. It was so preposterous and laughably ridiculous.

Somehow, I finally managed to access a website elsewhere that told where the Web Shield controls were. So I adjusted them and was able to start using the Internet again. Good grief, I hope the settings will stick and I won't have to do that every time I boot up. I will disable Web Shield altogether if that happens. Ugggh.
ladybug_archive: (duke_triedmybest)
Sometimes my computer still surprises me. I went to watch Star Wars Episode III with Mom and told it to be downloading McAfee updates in the meantime. I actually don't know whether it succeeded or whether the dumb update program errored, which has happened sometimes. But after the movie, the computer was still on, waiting for me. .___. Extremely surprising, since of late it's been crashing left and right if I leave for two minutes. I often feel like kicking the browser to kingdom come, but I love the computer itself and try not to get mad at it. X3 **hugs it.** It tries so hard.

Been doing more thinking on the fantasy fics. If this ice thing happens, I still need to think how Yami Bakura is captured. And I also finally decided on James' fate. He's captured by Yami Marik, after the devil makes it look like he's been killed. Yami Marik proceeds to torture him, showing him real scenes of Bakura having lost his mind, and making up lies that Yami Bakura abandoned him, when in reality Yami Bakura is trying to find and save him. ;___; But, to keep it from becoming too much like Taming the Darkness, Yami Marik eventually sets James free, wanting him to try to find Bakura and have a confrontation with Yami Bakura.

This is only learned in the second fic, I'm thinking. And when they meet, the Ice Queen is rising to power. Her minions are trying to capture all of them, and Yami Bakura sends Bakura and James away while he tries to hold them off. But there's too many, and he's taken prisoner and badly beaten and tortured. The next day, when the Ice Queen has him pushed off the platform and then encases him in ice, James is with his son and sees it happen. He's horrified and feels responsible, since Yami Bakura was captured while protecting them. And he tries to help Bakura figure out how to save him.

I'm pleased with myself that I managed to keep secret the plot of a weird blurbfic I did for [livejournal.com profile] 31_days's theme Memoirs of an Amnesiac. I wanted to tell the plot several times, but I had the willpower to not. It's a very odd fic, but I'm proud of how it came out. Originally it was supposed to be blurb, and hence, LJ-only, but I liked it so much that I put it on FF.net anyway.

I feel sad that Duke isn't a very popular character. ;__; I think a lot of it is because of how the anime ruined his intro. They made him look *awful.* Haha, the dub actually tried to salvage the mess and make it better. I heard that in the original, he's just upset because Yugi defeated Pegasus/Pegasus disappeared, and he can't get his game going. **headdesk.** My gosh, that's so whiny and immature! But the dub added the element that he thinks Yugi cheated and he wants to expose Yugi as a cheat, which gives him a more noble motive in addition to the other. I can't run the anime version in general completely down, since it gave us "David", and I like the scene at the very end where Duke is apologizing. But overall, the manga intro is so much better. I've ranted on that before, so I won't get into it again.

Instead, I'll muse on how different Duke is in general in the manga. I do need to get into the intro to tell a lot of his personality, however, so I'll try to make it different than what I've said before.

Because of Duke's reaction during the part where his father is hitting him for losing the game against Yugi at school, I don't think that was the first time it happened. ;__; Duke didn't really seem surprised. And his submissiveness is really heartbreaking.

His whole motivation during that arc is really intriguing and so sad. On the one hand, he really wanted the Millennium Puzzle's power. It was a legend he had been chasing all his life, he said. But on the other hand, he wanted to ease his father's pain and he thought that helping him get revenge would do that. He truly loves his father in spite of the abuse he's likely suffered all his life when he didn't do his best in his father's eyes.

He's also likely been indoctrinated by his father all his life. We know his father was telling him that he was the only one worthy of owning the Millennium Puzzle. It's probable that he was also repeatedly lectured against friendship, since his father is so bitter about what happened between himself and Solomon Muto. This may be the source of Duke's apparent derision of Yugi and Joey's friendship, and branch out to explain a lot of his cynicism and specifically his comments in Duelist #12, which indicate he may still think of himself as a lone wolf/that he doesn't need anyone else to give him courage/etc.

During the DDM game, he's angry when his father shatters the Millennium Puzzle and helps Yugi pick up the pieces. His father acknowledges that Duke is kind. Duke wants to play a fair game and tells his father not to interfere any more.

He doesn't hate Yugi; he tells his father when he loses the DDM game that he just couldn't hate Yugi. He also says he couldn't play the game well with the weight of his father's hate on him. When his father goes completely off the deep end and disowns Duke and tries to kill Yugi, Duke pleads with him and says not to show him any more of his ugly heart. When his father drags Yugi off and is going to play the Devil's Boardgame with him, Duke fights hard to rescue him.

The manga also features just about the only interaction of Duke and Bakura (and Yami Bakura, too!). It's not much interaction, but it's interesting. Duke indicates he's spoken to Bakura before, at school; he comments that Bakura doesn't often show his claws and he didn't know Bakura knew about the Millennium Items. (The fact that Duke knows about them is quite intriguing in and of itself.) And Bakura is trying to help Duke rescue Yugi.

At the end of the arc, there's no indication that Duke is a part of Yugi's gang, and indeed, his appearance in Battle City seems to affirm it. The manga version, unfortunately, has no counterpart to the anime scene where Duke apologizes to Yugi and is basically accepted as a friend of his and the others.

Also, even though he does the parlor tricks to make the girls squee, he does not seem to be a Casanova at all. (And of course, that idiocy with the cheerleaders does not exist.) He doesn't even seem to be romantically interested in Serenity. He says he's along because he owes Yugi-tachi a favor, and later on, is thinking that he also came to find out whether you can really get courage from another person. And that element, unfortunately, I don't think Takahashi-sama ever went back to; we never learn what Duke's conclusion is, that I remember. When I think of it, the only time he shows attraction to anyone is I think when they're in Mai's car and he looks rather smitten by her. He's thinking "She's hot!" But he looked more like an innocent boy, interestingly. Just from his expression in that panel, I could honestly picture him being taken in by some crafty femme fatale. XD;

In both the anime and the manga, he's the cynic of Yugi's friends and acquaintances. He's much more that way in the manga, I think, but with his reduced role it's sometimes hard to get a clear picture of him. After his wonderful intro, the manga-ka seemed to kind of forget about him. He pops up here and there in Battle City, but very sporadically and with little dialogue. Overall, however, I can tell he seems very detached from Yugi and the others. I honestly do not think he's really a part of the gang in the manga, nor that he considers himself as such. Unless they became somewhat closer during and after Battle City; he's along during the Ceremonial Battle. Unlike in the anime, he seems to have actually been invited.

My version draws mainly from the manga, but keeps some anime elements. Of course, the events of the anime have happened in my fics, minus the intro. The anime intro is no longer canon to me; the only elements of it kept for my fics are "David" and the apology scene. Oh, and the fact that Duke himself owns the store, not his father. My version of the intro's events don't have the store burn like in the manga.

I'm sure not quite sure how to reconcile my version of things with the part in the anime where Yugi duels Bandit Keith in the warehouse. The warehouse thing drew elements from the manga version of Duke's intro, minus having Duke and his father present. And I actually did like those warehouse episodes, especially Yami Bakura's role. Him freeing Bandit Keith from mind-control was awesome. And I love where he, as Bakura, knocks Keith off the platform, and then where he's clumsy and actually falls off, LOL. Not something I expected Yami Bakura would do. And it seems to really be him all through those episodes, just pretending to be Bakura. But I also like in the manga where Yami Bakura came and Yugi knew it was Yami Bakura and Yami Bakura was trying to encourage Yugi to win DDM against Duke. So I dunno how to reconcile all those elements. For now, I haven't even tried to address them in my fics. XD; I've only described the main parts of my manga-inspired intro for the anime, with Duke's father and no dog costume/national TV humiliation crap, etc.

My version of Duke does flirt with women left and right, but he uses it as one of his many shields. He's also very cynical, tends to keep people at arm's length, and is quite detached from Yugi-tachi. He is also truly in love with Serenity, and more and more, I think he's a better match for her than Tristan. XD; Every time I think I'm leaning towards Tristan/Serenity again, the whole sheltering issue comes up and bugs me. Duke needs some moderation in his bluntness, and he needs to mature (in the anime; in the manga he already seems pretty mature), but overall I keep preferring to put him with Serenity.

And some brief musings on Bakura. In my Alone Again AU, I briefly mention him as a computer programmer. But since he's shown at least in the manga to have skills with making things (RPG figures and the Egyptian diorama), I decided maybe he goes into wood-carving in the main timeline. X3

Also, can you reconcile how he loves grotesque cards/things in the manga with him running around screaming in the anime because a skeleton is on his back? LOL. I dunno, I keep trying to figure out how to merge those elements of his personality and it keeps not working. If he loves grotesque things, I can't imagine why he freaks so bad about the skeleton. I wish I knew if the skeleton incident happened in the manga. That's one volume I don't have yet.
ladybug_archive: (cheerforthebroken)
A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it."


1. I cannot STAND Ramen noodles or anything similar (such as soups that seem to have such noodles in them), and I honestly wonder why people think they're so great. Every time except one when I've eaten them, I've gotten very sick (like, fluish symptoms, nausea, and I think sometimes I've ended up right down in bed). And the time that didn't happen, it felt like it would. I would honestly like to know what it is in them that I have such a bad reaction to. And out of curiosity, is there anyone on the friends list who doesn't like them, either? **doubts it; saying you don't like them seems to be akin to saying you don't like pizza!** (I love pizza, BTW.)

2. If Ramen has vinegar, that could be it, because I know it doesn't agree with me. I cannot eat anything with vinegar.

EDIT: I was really tired when I posted, but I realized something while replying to comments. Vinegar on pickles doesn't bother me one bit. But put it on/through a salad and ... ugh.

3. Reading the YGO manga, including seeing Yami Marik's antics there, has definitely made me more brave and bold; my two most recent multi-chapters both have a sub-category of Horror and include some very bizarre things (yet still, I think, capture the flavor of most of my fics with squeeable elements). Though the first of those was inspired less by the YGO manga and more by Get Smart. Go figure. And in the second, most of the horrifying things happened only in Yami Bakura's mind (saving Kul Elna, which of course really did happen, though not quite the way he's shown by Yami Marik in the fic).

4. I have extreme problems with rough and cracking skin on my left foot. However, I have just discovered that Vaseline may be the best cure for it. (And finding some padded shoes....) Even the very worst and deepest crack has been healing now.

5. I almost always prefer one-on-one RPing to group RPs, so for a group RP to capture my attention it has to be really unique from the norm. It would be almost impossible for me to describe what appeals to me in one, however, since some with similar elements won't always catch my fancy. (But being gen and not allowing random cracky stuff in the main RP certainly helps.)

6. I will most likely always be loyal to the Gateway brand, even if my next computer doesn't happen to be one. **hugs her faithful Gateway, which is 9-10 years old now.**

7. I thrill and squee whenever anyone does fanart or fanfics for one of my verses. And sometimes I fantasize about the possible fanbase that might spring up if/when I get my doppelganger novel done, and how I would react to it. XD; I imagine myself shaking my head in amusement and disbelief as I look through the fanart and fanfics and see the off-the-wall pairings they'll make.

(Actually, I've already had that experience somewhat. A couple of years ago, I was informed that someone had used the mad scientist Alice Portman in a private fic of hers, reformed her, and had her and Rishid hook up. .____. Um, no. But ... points for imagination?)

Since you have to tag ... hm.

[livejournal.com profile] rose_of_pollux, [livejournal.com profile] cskazaam, [livejournal.com profile] i_heart_rocka, [livejournal.com profile] northeastwind, [livejournal.com profile] amanechan, [livejournal.com profile] jour_reveur, and [livejournal.com profile] kimi_o_miteta.
ladybug_archive: (OTP_1)
My monitor came back on again Saturday evening, but Dad found a nice cheap one at a DI for $10. X3 (The DI is like the Salvation Army or Good Will.) And I needed it! The next night, my monitor acted like it was going to blow up. XD; It was making those weird smells like electronics do when they're overheating. So I quickly switched monitors.

And the following blurb is something that came to me earlier, but for the life of me I don't know whether I was dreaming it or whether I was just thinking it in that state that's half between sleep and awareness. XD; And yes, "Dr. Bentley" refers to the Diagnosis Murder character. **smiles.** Comments are appreciated!


Dead or Alive? )


I've also started work on the Beta theme set, but it will probably be on the back burner while I work at Prisms of No Color. There's three chapters left, as I've just finished 4 (and I revised that scene from the end of it that I posted earlier). I also decided that my A Meeting of Fate one-shot should be the prologue, instead of something separate. Prisms has developed from merely a story about Tony's downfall to a story detailing the relationship between him and Baby Face and some of the misadventures they each had during the time period when Tony is getting involved with the criminal underworld. Baby Face, for instance, is shown meeting Ruby for the first time, and their early times together are talked about and shown some, whereas originally the story was supposed to only follow Tony. I think the way the story is now going is much more effective.

My goal is to finish it all this month. I'm going to have an official high school graduation ceremony along with other home schooled people in Utah on June 1st, and I want to have it done by then because they want the students to have some of their projects on display and such. This is my latest deep and serious long story, so I think it would only be fitting to have it there. I'm also going to get to sing. X3 I haven't picked the song yet, but I've been trying several possibilities to see what suits my voice best. I figure a dark song wouldn't be appropriate, so I've been concentrating on more happy ones. **laughs.**

It's funny how I hate the spotlight out in public unless I can be on a stage and perform. XD I just can't get enough of the limelight if I get to sing.

Blurgh.

Apr. 28th, 2006 11:12 pm
ladybug_archive: (tony_sigh)
My monitor had a heart attack! Now it won't turn on. It acts like it's stuck in sleep mode. I'll have to see if any of my relatives have a monitor I can use, or maybe I'll have to see if there's any at the local DIs. I don't have the money to pay for a brand new one.

The day wasn't a complete annoyance, though! I finally tried the DVD player in Dad's computer, and it works! And thanks to the Blaze DVD program Aubrie sent, I can take screengrabs! I went nuts capping from Alias Micky Dolenz (mostly of the gangsters) and I think I'll put them on my website. Meanwhile, I've also made a few random icons.


Baby Face, Ruby, and Tony )


Not too many this time around, but I'll get more ideas as time goes on. Now I'm going to get the Mister Roberts DVD and cap a picture or two from Jimmy's performance in that.

EDIT: Two more icons.


Tony )


EDIT AGAIN: Here's a picture from Mr. Roberts. This movie was made in 1955, and Jimmy is very recognizable, as always. X3


Group shot! )

**smiles.**

Sep. 8th, 2004 09:03 pm
ladybug_archive: (faye)
I have my Gateway back! ^^ I never did find the firewall disk, but I installed the firewall that comes with the McAfee VirusScan. It was able to destroy an evil Trojan horse and some other stuff. Unfortunately, there were a couple of programs it couldn't clean, quarantine, or destroy. @@ Dunno what I'll do about those. But the firewall seems to be blocking their ability to connect to the Internet. X3

I also got the Netscape browser. I prefer it a million times over Internet Explorer. **pats it.** I just hope it won't suddenly stop working sometime, like it did the last time we had it.

And I've been BUSY! Wow, have I mentioned that I actually finished Paper Flowers?! I wrapped it up last week. And I have it all nicely sheet-protected and bound in my Team Rocket binder. XD I just started Candy Clouds a night or so ago. It opens with Marik having dreams of destruction and of Kade calling to him! So cute! ^O^

I've also been tinkering with one of the Megaman ideas I mentioned last entry. I couldn't resist. I went and typed up a scene way ahead of its time. Breathe No More focused a lot on Bass's thoughts and when he got his memory back, he started questioning if what he was doing was right. So now, in the scene I typed up, it's several months later and there's basically big destruction and portals opening up from the cyberworld into the real world and lots and lots of virus thingies and other bad things trying to take over. It's only a first draft of this one scene toward the end, but I wanted to post it somewhere. XD;

Bass )

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